where is tha motivation????? man!!!! b4 it use to be like this where i could pick up ma pen and paper and be writting like crazy i could write about anything romance life anything but na its like all the motivation is gone my passion for writting that i can't find i''m in search for it where can it be.... thoughts i know have is nothing but anger, can i write using that... but that aint me its just not me i'm used to writting bout romance life pleauser not anger why know... why am i filled with nothing but anger.... dang what am i becoming.... i know i'm feelling like this because life for me has gone in a twist... but i'm feelling like i'm missing something what is it that i'm missing..... if only i could pin point what eva it is... DANG!!!!!!